im in trauma right now.. i wanna kill that fuckin' asshole! he treated me as if im one of those bitches,he just wanna have sex/fun with! duhh? he does'nt know me that well either.. we only met twice.. and he acted as if he knows me a lot.. i don't wanna see him anymore.. though its quite impossible coz he's aunt is our neighbor. but if ever one day i may see him again.. maybe i'll be thinking silly things.. like i want to kill him.. i wanna stab his eyes.. all of him.. whew.. i feel so irritably small right now.. i wanna blame myself on trusting that kind of guy.. but i would just treat this horrible experience a lesson for me... i would try not to trust any person right now.. specially strangers.. i just hope anyone that could read this one.. would learn something.. i want to slowly move on.. forget that stupid thing on my mind.. whew.. i wished i have someone i could cry on to.. i wished aibby was here.. whew..